with marvel doujin， yeah， you get the idea.
so why did i have an outburst， simple， i want to make a living by just writing stories， i want this writing thing a full time gig， not just some ho
y， because i love it， i fucking love doing it， i can write whole day long and not feeling burnt out---unlike most writers on this site who start crying like a pussy after writing 2000 words because to them writing story is a torture worse then university essay.
so， an editor declares my work no good means my dream will have to be postponed a few years， again.
and how many “few years” can you get in your life?
so i had an outburst.
that outburst is also due to the fact i want to go pro， and that word “pro” is a heavy term.
when does some odd job bee a profession? it bees a profession when it bees regnized by the society， it bees a profession when it is imbued/infused with the standards the society think it should have.
however， you look at the web novel industry in the last few years， most bee further away from being a professional.
we are being something worse than those african hyenas， feast on the dead